Sometimes I find it good, sometimes I find it bad.

Probably because I can earn my own money, have my own income & make more friends & get to know more about the society & all.

Getting nagged by parents, bosses. MOSTLY, parents, they get so worried, but all they can do is scold me. (I am, truly speechless with this.)

I was working just now & at that time there were many customers, who knows, the later it is, the more customer there will be. Strange huh. People's people's. I really don't know why & how. But yeah, it's just like that. 

Another strange thing is, the customers come all at once, like a gang & more to come. Wow. Damn damn weird. & then.. After that..., *bird flys over* ( damn quiet).

Seriously? Why is it always like that. Haha. It's damn damn damn damn damn weird. 

Ok so, that isn't the point.

So I was working & it was so damn busy that I got lost in time, I was just focusing on the things I need to do & had to be done at that time. Then my friend was like, "My friend waited for me for an hour already", then I was like, crap, 12 already?! Omg, then she was like, "yeah. Another 10, to 12." Then I was like shitshitshit. My phone. Mom, dad.. ( just as expected) I had a few calls & texts from them. Sighs.* so I immediately told my boss I had to leave. & so, I did. When I was on the way home, my dad called me. ( just as predicted/expected). Sigh again.. "Hello" I said. My dad was like "HALO, SO LATE STILL NOT BACK YET? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW TO PICK UP YOUR CALLS,"

& I was like.. I was busy, what do you want me to do? & he was like "NEXT TIME YOU DON'T WORK UNTIL SO LATE I TELL YOU. CAN'T YOU JUST WORK TILL 11? IF NEXT TIME YOU WORK LATER THAN 11 THEN YOU NO NEED TO WROK ANYMORE. I TELL YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORK ANYMORE IF ITS LATER THAN 11. (He just had to keep on repeating every single word.) & What I did was, I threw my phone in my bag, because I didn't know or how to respond..

Sigh. What am I suppose to do? 😔 

Every single day, I try to be happy.. & this is what I get, for trying.. 

There's just too much to handle. 

I'm so sick & tired of all these..

I really can't take it anymore..

Just had to tell myself, you just have to be strong for one more day, & I did that, over & over.. 

But for a second there, It really felt great to be busy, it makes you forget everything for a little while..

Till then, 

Goodnight le readers. 

Cheers, xx

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