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MFL at 11:49 PM

Why can't you guys just be more understanding?
Why can't you guys just make an effort to know more about what's going on in my life?
You know how much..how much I envy those kids who can talk to their parents about everything?
Like they can give them opinion on what to do,to say?
I freaking freaking envy them..

I wanted to tell,but you guys refuse to hear. Either that, or you guys don't even know a thing about it.
Please.. we are not living in the 70s or 80s.
I am sorry to say but it's already the 21st century.

Why can some other people's parents be so open? be so kind & friendly?
they can even talk jokes with their friends. You know how much I want that?
How much I wish my parents are like that.. Joke around with my friends..
Fetch them,fetch me out to their houses,get to know them,their names,their family,
take me to places. Allow them to join me in trips or whatsoever or i can join them.
How much I wish it's me..

But it's too good to be true..
I have lost hope..
I don't want to talk to you guys about my stuffs anymore..
You never want to listen.
You just scold,scold,scold.
Never try to understand my situation.
Why?
Is something the matter?
Sigh.


THETHING. at 4:56 PM

hey readers.
(well, I don't know if there are anymore readers here.)
Since I haven't been updating for the past few weeks,
heh. sorry guys.
I have been quite busy and I don't really know what to blog anymore.
all my inspirations went, POOF*

Alright, cut the craps.

so,
HI.
how are you?
I've been good.
School's boring as usual.
we're having midterm exams now btw.
super hectic. 
super stressful.
but guess what? mine's almost over.
almost as in like ,
fridayismylastpaper.
YAY ME.
And it's Arts. so yeah. draw draw draw :)

2nd thing is,
I got selected to go to a camp during the holiday.
A camp that is held by Taylors university.
It is called the OiC Camp. cute name huh. :p

REASONS THAT I AM HAPPY THAT I GOT SELECTED:
1. I GOT SELECTED. OMG
2. I GOT SELECTED. OMG
3. I GOT SELECTED. OMG
4. It has the course I want.
5. I could learn something new there.
6. Can play fun games.
7. Won't be wasting my first day of holiday dying at home.
8. It will definitely be a productive day. Cause it's from 8am - 7pm
9. I get goodie bags. WEEEE.
10.I GOT SELECTED. OMG

At first I lose hope, I thought they wouldn't pick me.
Cause my friend she got a call the day before yesterday.
And I got nothing. So I thought they already closed. 
But then yesterday night,
My phone rangg. AN UNKNOWN NUMBER CALLED ME.
Girl: Hello,May I speak to Yeewen please?
Me: Yes.
Girl: Tey Yee Wen.
Me: Yes, Speaking :)
Girl: Oh. Hi. so you know you've been selected to come for the camp on 26th of may.
Me: Oh. :D OKAY.
Girl: So I'll briefly tell you everything right here.
Me: alright.
And she told me everything. Where I was suppose to meet them. What time etc.
I was like,YEZ. THE HAPPIEST DAY OF ME LIFE.

3rd thing,
DARRYL SANG TO ME.
HIS VOICE IS GREAT.
HAPPY. HAPPY. HAPPY,
To witness someone singing on the phone.

4th thing,
MY PHONE DIED.
YAY. IAMNOTHAPPYABOUTIT.
CAUSE, All my contacts :(
And all my messages..
The messages I kept for years never wanting to delete..
Now all,POOF* gone.
Gone for good..
yep, it must be a sign for me to let go of the past and not think about it,not go back to it anymore..
:)

5th thing,
I GOT NO PHONE ATM.
Do not text or call me.
I repeat, DO NOT.

KAY,GOODBYE ME LOVELY READERS.
Have a nice day :).


是否 at 10:14 PM

谁会因为我的一通电话而赶过来找我?不管我在什么地方都会来. 谁?
谁会因为我哭了而马上赶过来问我为什么,后紧紧的抱着我,什么话都不说. 谁?
谁会奋不顾身保护我? 谁?
谁会在一群朋友里面只看见我,而看不见别人? 谁?
谁会那么忠诚? 谁?
谁会试着去接受,去了解我? 谁?

如果你喜欢一个人是看她美,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是看她成绩,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是因为很多人都很想得到她,可是你知道别人得不到而你却得到,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是因为她家境很好,就算了吧.

如果你喜欢一个人你不会去在意她长的什么样子而是看她内心有多大.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为她成绩不好而跟她分开. 因为她希望你们可以一起努力, 成绩在差都好,只要对方肯接,受肯一起努力,就好了.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为得到了她 对朋友炫耀后理都不理她. 你应该要在朋友面前对他们炫耀说她有多好.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为她家里的事而分开. 你一定要坚持住,因为到最后你一定会成功的.

对自己说不要轻易放弃.

感觉来了就敢敢去接受.

不要害怕受伤,因为每个人都曾受伤过.

:)

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