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A question. at 9:08 PM

I'm a girl who can take so much pain inside.
But can anybody take mine?

I can take your pain but can you take mine?
CAN YOU?

I can hide so much.
I can just act like nothing is wrong.
But,

Can you?

I can help you.
I can don't say a word about anything I know.
But,

Can you?

I can don't pull you down.
But can you don't pull me down?

Can you?





life. what a life. at 9:04 PM

I guess, this should be called a sad blog.
Because everytime when I'm sad.
This is the place where I express.
where I type. I'm sorry. I fail. I guess I can't be happy afterall.


够了.真的够了 at 9:02 PM

You never know how I feel.
You never know how she feel also.
You don't know.
You know nothing and yet you keep saying so much.
what is wrong with you guys?
please know things before even judging it.
I can't stand it.
I really can't.
You don't know..
How many times I want to cry, when I'm at the table eating with you guys.
And you can still say so much. what the hell? seriously.
I'm sorry that I'm typing all these.
You can say that I'm a bad daughter. or what? A not understanding daughter?
a daughter that doesn't care about her parent's feeling?
I do okay. and that's why I'm afraid. There's so much I'm afraid to do, to say.
And you don't even know.
Why must you guys say things until like that?
why assume things and not ask?
why?
at least just ask? Is it so hard to just ask?

好久好久都没有这样哭了..
因为每一次想哭的我,都会进权利的把它忍着..
可是这次真的忍不住了,
所以就只能默默的一个人跑上了房间去哭..
每次这样,真的好难受 .
我多么希望我能想别人一样,
要哭就直接再他们面前哭, 不用一个人承受一切..
有什么想说就直接说 ..
Haih.
也许我只能希望 ,渴望这一切.



A mess at 10:34 AM

These few days, so many things had happened..
My school, Spirits..
DJ, dead body..
Friends, problems..
Sigh.
There's just too much going on.
Not that I want to think so much,
but what can I do?
I'm just trying my best to not think & not to care about things that aren't suppose to be there in the first place.
I'm trying can't you see?