 Thursday, November 28, 2013
 Never again, at 12:34 AMI'm typing this now because I'm feeling so pissed & angry at stuffs. But I know shouldn't be. But I still can't help it. I guess I might regret every single thing I'm typing here but. That's what I'm feeling for now, so.. I'll just type it out. I'll just end up.... Uhhmmm errr,,, okay.. But deep down you know I really don't want to.. Haha ffffck me. Such a stupid, shy, don't know how to reject, lil girl. Howell, I guess it's finally over now. I'm never going back there again. It was great working w you guys since last year & until now, Everything has changed. Things have change. Even the people, the place. I guess without me, it would be better. Since I'm the one who's breaking all the rules & making people unhappy. Might as well I just leave myself. You unhappy, I unhappy. So what for? No fucking point. I really wanna say I hated working there ever since things changed. But the memories I had there was just.. holding onto every hatred there. Anyway, Thanks, thanks for the memories & goodbye. xx Will you catch me if I fall? Will you hug me if I cry? Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Not surprised at 2:49 PMI don't think I'm ever gonna be ready to be in any relationship at all. I guess I'll never be. Unless someone could prove to me that I could.. But idk, really. I'm just so afraid of showing even a ill bit of affection towards people. I end up talking like a stranger or pushing them away. Although that's not what I want.. I really like it when people care about me. I want people to care about me & love me. But..... I can't do the same. Because I'm scared.. Sigh me, problems problems. Ugh.. xx Will you catch me if I fall? Will you hug me if I cry? Wednesday, November 6, 2013
fucking frustrating at 8:04 PMAll I want to do is leave the dining table..
All they do is start questioning me who I am going with, how many people, who are they & how I am suppose to go to the aiport..
ha ha, funny guys..... Even if i tell you who are they you wouldn't even know.
You guys don't even put any effort in coming to my project day aka my school's open day & all.
You don't even put an effort to know my friends.
So what for I explain to you?
It's not like you will know right?
That's why it's so frustrating sometimes, telling you over & over, explaining over & over.
& my tone of voice will somehow turn into those "frustrating" voice.
Then you guys will be like, "can't you talk properly?". & i'll be like.. sigh, you wouldn't know..
It's not that i want to you know.. It is just.......
super frustrating..
You guys don't know.. anything. about me.. at all..
& that's kind of.. sad. really.
& you aren't even willing to fetch me to the airport..
I know it's far & such.. but really?..
I have to go ask around my friends & see if they could fetch me.
saddening isn't it?
what the heck la.
nvm, I shall go sulk on my bed now.
xx Will you catch me if I fall? Will you hug me if I cry? Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Green apple. at 11:47 PMExam tomorrow & here I am.. blogging. seriously............ I am so damn scared yet chilled. idk. I'm afraid but i still cant get myself to study. I don't know how cause i really have no clue what to study. so lost. so shitty. feeling shitty again.. & also will be flying of to langkawi in like.. what? one day.. & I still don't know who will be fetching me to airport or where I am suppose to go. Like am i suppose to stay over at someone's or just stay home or what. sigh. I hate this kind of problems. & just right before I'm gonna fly & all.. It's so shitty don't you think? wtf la. ugh................................................ Y iz tiz heppenin Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y YY YY YY YY. xx Will you catch me if I fall? Will you hug me if I cry? What was I ever thinking? at 1:11 AMIm sorry to be such a useless shit.. Sometimes. I just can't help myself. When I can't do something I'll become really frustrated & sad.. & then just go quiet or (black faced).. It's just me. Im sorry if I've made you feel like "wtf is wrong with her". Like those kind of feeling ya know.. Sigh. Just.. So sorry. Another thing is.. I don't know why I just like treating people nicely. When they treat me nicely too of course but I'll do the same but just double in return. Which people will somehow mistaken as, affection or some shit. Idk what's that called or so.. Hmm.. Then when people ask me do you like him, her etc. I really don't know how to react. I would just pause & then think... Do I? Then I felt my feelings.. hmm. No? Guess not? I can't feel anything. So should be a no then? I really don't know what or how to feel sometimes. Sigh me.. TBC, till then......
xx Will you catch me if I fall? Will you hug me if I cry? Sunday, November 3, 2013
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