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heartache at 7:34 PM

I was wrong.
I tried really hard, to replace you.
replace the way you made me feel.
I thought I did it.
But just as i switch on the computer..
and look at our old conversations,
it made me tear.
no one could ever replace you,
replace the way you made me feel.
It's just different. I don't know how.
But, it just is.
I really really miss you.
but I don't hope you come back.
cause it's over. It really is.

Labels: feelings, goodbye, heartbreak, love, pain, real, sadness, tears

是否 at 10:14 PM

谁会因为我的一通电话而赶过来找我?不管我在什么地方都会来. 谁?
谁会因为我哭了而马上赶过来问我为什么,后紧紧的抱着我,什么话都不说. 谁?
谁会奋不顾身保护我? 谁?
谁会在一群朋友里面只看见我,而看不见别人? 谁?
谁会那么忠诚? 谁?
谁会试着去接受,去了解我? 谁?

如果你喜欢一个人是看她美,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是看她成绩,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是因为很多人都很想得到她,可是你知道别人得不到而你却得到,就算了吧.
如果你喜欢一个人是因为她家境很好,就算了吧.

如果你喜欢一个人你不会去在意她长的什么样子而是看她内心有多大.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为她成绩不好而跟她分开. 因为她希望你们可以一起努力, 成绩在差都好,只要对方肯接,受肯一起努力,就好了.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为得到了她 对朋友炫耀后理都不理她. 你应该要在朋友面前对他们炫耀说她有多好.
如果你喜欢一个人你不会因为她家里的事而分开. 你一定要坚持住,因为到最后你一定会成功的.

对自己说不要轻易放弃.

感觉来了就敢敢去接受.

不要害怕受伤,因为每个人都曾受伤过.

:)

Labels: feelings, happiness, love, real, sadness, true

Quite True at 3:31 PM

處女座喜歡在傷心的時候聽傷心的歌
喜歡在開心的時候和在乎的人分享

常常口是心非，想拒絕卻開不了口
朋友挺多，但懂的不多

不喜歡主動聯繫別人，但不是不在乎
不喜歡欠別人，也不喜歡別人欠自己

處女很安靜，也很瘋癲。
我就是我，不是我沒心沒肺，我只是對很多事看得很開。

處女座，耐心、體貼，而且節儉。
會努力把複雜的事情完成，有時候會不想破壞友誼
所以麻煩事乾脆自己做，久了免不了就會擔太多的責任。
情緒相當敏感，也常會受傷

處女座喜歡折磨人
一會兒對你好，一會兒對你壞

處女座喜歡自欺欺人，一直說以後一切都會好
處女座很壞很壞，壞的願意用整個生命去愛你
處女座有點冷，不擅長對初識的人嶄露過多的笑顏，特別是異性。
一定要對方先流露出對他有好感，他才散發她的熱情。

處女座沒有平淡的愛，若不是全部，就是沒有

處女座的熱情可以把你融化
處女座的冷漠可以讓你對自己產生懷疑
處女座的霸道往往叫你無可奈何
處女座的聰慧讓你連連歎息
處女座的冒失讓你斜線三條
處女座的固執讓你火冒三丈
處女座的幽默讓你覺得人生很快樂
處女座故裝的堅強會讓你產生想疼惜的念

Labels: real, true

Blabbering at 12:35 AM

Hello there. I just came back from cineleisure.
Just watched haywire. I thought it was a really great and interesting movie.
But guess what? "Aaaankkk" (say it out.) :p it means NO.
Boy was I wrong for thinking that it'd be a great movie.
What a stupid movie. No storyline. You will not understand a thing about it.
Well..maybe just a little. Like, she tried to save the good guy but in the end the good guy got killed by the bad guy and she kills the bad guy then, the end. Yay. Great movie huh?
And another, chronicles. Even worst than haywire.
Its like some documentary clip. shitty, Weird storyline. It's about 3guys who has super power. Then one overused the power and turn crazy. In the end left one. Cause uh. One fell down from the sky and die because of trying to stop the other friend from over using the power. Then the other, the crazy one got killed by the other friend. Dumb huh?
Just by typing this all seems more interesting then watching the movie. Lol. In my opinion la.
And anyway, I like to criticize. Well, I criticize alot. And yep. That's me. The real me.
Hate when I criticize? Leave.
Can resist my criticizing? Stay.

Labels: epic fail, real, true

What does it mean when you wake up crying from a dream? at 9:44 PM

It happened to me again. (this is the 2nd time)
I don't know if I was sleeping or dreaming.
But I can hear myself whinning,crying in pain,I have no idea why..
So I googled about it..
and some say is.

"You feel frustrated by a loss of something or a person. You are suppressing the feeling in real life, but it is holding you back and making you feel despair. You need to confront your loss and anything attached to it to get past the sadness that you are feeling."

^I kinda agree to that.

"It's a common symptom...crying upon waking."

^Really? It's normal?

I am feeling really scared..
:/
It's scary hearing yourself cry.
And you don't even know weather it's in your dream or reality.
All I know that is..
My eyes were OPEN...
omg....

It's open. I can see but I couldn't stop crying.
I couldn't move,It's like I knew what was happening but
Couldn't do anything.


:'(((
what's happening?

Labels: dream, real, sadness, Scared

DAMN ITS TRUE. at 2:36 PM

处女座有时很忧郁 也许在外表上嘻嘻哈哈 但当自己一个人的时 ，也许会故意找伤心的事回忆 感叹命运的悲惨 然后第二天再抱着饱满的精神面对朋友们 那种气氛也许是可以营造出的悲惨 给自己的脆弱找个理由 告诉自己可以坚强 的确很坚强 至少不愿让别人看到眼泪。

处女们不爱说话 外表冰冷高傲 让人无法接近 他们似乎是天生的悲观主义者 因为理性的完美主义而瞻前顾后 他们总是低头默默地自卑 却永远没有害人的勇气他们绝对不会在你困难的时候离你而去 会坚强的陪你度过难关 他们在面对痛苦挫折的时候 往往勇敢得令人佩服。

处女爱一个人的时候真的是“死了都要爱” 充满罗曼蒂克的爱情藏在内心深处 一但你通过考验 他决定付出时 压抑的情感都将爆发出来 他会变得积极而大胆。所以 能被处女座选中的人是很幸福的 只要你是真的诚实 知性 负责。那么处女座人宁愿牺牲自已 也不会勉强所爱的。

处女为人知性 冷静 理智 顾全大局 知性的代表； 面具下 处处们也是很敏感的 又多疑 还超级的悲观。神经纤细 甚至还有点神经质 像个孩子一样 只要一感觉到不安全了 就会内心别扭纠结。表面看起来对很多事情都不在乎 其实内心纠结得要死 需要别人哄着逗着。

处女对任何事都要求过高 极其挑剔 但实际上处女本身也是最没底 最矛盾的人。外表强悍到没人真正敢融入进去 TA需要很多关爱 需要有一份坚定的安全感来巩固内心的不安。处女最大的毛病就是缺乏安全感 就因为常年把自己保护得死死的 处女内心就是希望有一个人能看穿TA全部的脆弱。

处女座的人喜欢在伤心的时候听伤心的歌 喜欢在开心的时候和在乎的人分享 常常口是心非 想拒绝却开不了口 朋友挺多 但懂的不多 不喜欢主动联系别人 但绝不是不在乎 不喜欢欠别人 也不喜欢别人欠自己 很安静 也可以很疯。不要觉得TA没心没肺 TA只是对很多事看得很开。

处女的情绪来自内心深处 所以一旦发泄出来就会像火山爆发一样 一发不可收拾。所以 处女需要与了解自己的人在一起 这样才可以每隔一段时间就抒发一下自己的心事 把闷在心里头的不愉快全部掏空。对处女而言 抱怨是有益健康的 请爱处女的人接受TA偶尔吐吐苦水 发发牢骚。

Labels: real, true