I just can't help myself. 

When I can't do something I'll become really frustrated & sad.. & then just go quiet or (black faced)..

It's just me. Im sorry if I've made you feel like "wtf is wrong with her". Like those kind of feeling ya know.. Sigh. Just.. So sorry.

Another thing is.. I don't know why I just like treating people nicely. When they treat me nicely too of course but I'll do the same but just double in return. Which people will somehow mistaken as, affection or some shit. Idk what's that called or so.. Hmm.. Then when people ask me do you like him, her etc. I really don't know how to react. I would just pause & then think... Do I? Then I felt my feelings.. hmm. No? Guess not? I can't feel anything. So should be a no then? I really don't know what or how to feel sometimes. Sigh me..

TBC, till then......

xx
Will you catch me if I fall?
Will you hug me if I cry?