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the past can't be returned at 12:02 AM

我不像从前的自己, 我有一点不想理.

okay, I know I know.
Maybe my attitude is a little bit too much towards my parents, sometimes.
Like the way I talk. No patience & all.
But that's because they do the same thing to me sometimes..
& I really don't like it. Sigh.
omg.. I really don't know how to say it.. or how should I really say it.
seems bad & feels bad too.

First of all,

My Dad.

so freaking sensitive nowadays.
& also inconsiderate. ( sorry for saying this)
But yeah. He is.
& he isn't like this at all before.(probably that's why I can't take it)
I don't know why or how he became like this.
probably the society & yeah, those kidnapping cases, & those new friends people just met got cheated, got killed because tmi. yep. too much of all these around. & most importantly in this unsafe country.
sigh.. But like I said.. I am aware of all these.. & I'll beware.
I know what I'm doing & if it isn't right I won't over do it or even do it.
But what you guys give me? Insecurities & no trust. At all. Like seriously.. at all.
I can't feel that sincerity in you.

sigh.. I wanna talk to you guys, but i don't know how..

I can't.. sigh.
I have so much to say..

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Second,

Sometimes when I try to talk nicely to them,
They'll talk to me in "THAT" tone of voice.. which I really really really effing hate it.
like seriously.. what the hell la.
Can't you just speak nicely instead of yelling/scolding..