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just leave me alone. at 10:08 PM

I really don't know how to feel about it.
about all these happening.. I mean it isn't as bad as getting stabbed or killed or falling from the tip of a mountain. But still.. I feel so used to all these that I really don't know how to feel or care anymore. Cause it's no use & It's just making you feel sad.. so why/what for,right? Just smile & be happy. Most importantly ignore. That's all you can do.

But sometimes.. just sometimes, I really can't stand it.
He made you feel like that.
He made you red eyed, full of tears inside, but you're still standing there, trying to smile & you.. forgived him.
I feel so sad looking at it. So disappointed.. but what can I do? It's non of my business..
So I just sit/stand there.. watch.
watched every step/move you make, you take.. & when you look back, I just smile & turn away.

& another, I feel so annoyed sometimes..
I just feel like shutting down.
Don't wanna touch my phone, see the notification.. or read those texts..
Nothing personal.. really. Just a lil' break for myself.
Running away from reality & just go into my dreams.. & Just ignore, & don't care about a single shit in my life..

I am so tired of all these..

Wish I was promoted or wish there was a getaway.
I would really really appreciate it. Really, really need it right, now.

I just wish..