No Matter What Happens.I'm Bankrupt Without Love.
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flashbacks at 7:05 PM

Yesterday I stopped and think for awhile.
about what you said last year.
Okay, I admit I still remember.

I've waited for 2years. Wow. Two years?
Am I stupid or what? probably the dumbest person alive.
And when I finally had the courage to told you last year,
you just said "you'll find someone better than me".
My reaction was..
While waiting > :) > :|
Received > :D :D :D
Open the text > :/ > :( > :'( > </3.
yea. just like that.
But i think i replied.. "Oh okay."

But why can't I forget after what you've said?
I can't let go. 我 .放 .不 .下.
cause there's still a little hope in me that one day,
you would come back..
you'd run to me like nobody's business & hug me.
telling me sorry for what you've said. 
And I'll be like.. :'')
But, I don't think it's gonna happen though.
haha. stupid me. forever thinking that miracle would happen.

okay, maybe I've let go, but the feelings are always still there.
no one could ever replace them. no one could give me the same feelings as you did.

maybe just for now?
I really hope it can go away..
please. It haunts me every single day.

All though I think that I've let go.
I'd still hope its you when my phone rings.

well,
let go. just let go. let it flow. let it go. let it. just let it.
just know that it's never coming. not ever. never ever. coming back.
leave it. drop it. and just go.
no looking. never looking. just don't ever look back.

If you ever come back,I'd still choose you.
It'd still be you.

Labels: feelings, heartbreak, sadness, tired