No Matter What Happens.I'm Bankrupt Without Love.
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Self control at 5:23 PM

I don't think I have self control over myself sometimes.

I could loose all control & wanna just kill myself.

But I know as I try to calm myself as much.

What is wrong with me.


If only at 11:06 PM

Just one bite, my love.

Your life here, the people that you love, you met, you won't remember anything.

Just sweet dreams & happy endings.


IF ONLY.


Losing you at 6:14 PM





I believe at 9:45 PM

就让我习惯这样吧


at 6:32 PM

请上天保佑, 让我勇敢一点. 让我绝情一点. 让我不再为了不在乎我的人哭泣. 


Judge 'one' not. at 6:16 PM

People always say, Everyone has their own stories to tell.
Yeah. That's true.

"you don't know what they've been through"
"you don't understand"

Yes, perhaps people don't understand. But I guess it is no harm trying.
Or Even if people don't understand, But at least you know you have them by your side, supporting you & telling it's okay. Like things won't ever stay the same. The good will never stay good, so does the bad. So just keep going on. The sky won't forever shine, there'll always be darkness when it's time. Rain won't always pour, it'll go away. Just like everything else we can relate to.

But sometimes, at our own point of view.
We really want or hope someone to know.
Like our needs, what we want, what we hope or so,
So we don't have to live so tiredly, fearfully.

But we know.. people have their own things to care about & no one will ever stop & have time to do things for you. But I know somewhere out there, there could/will be.

Come to think of it, humans are weird. It's like I want you to know, but I won't tell you.
But that's the worse thing to ever do. Human's are just..(BLUR)? We need to be told to know. (sadly)

I don't know if it's me or even if we don't understand  a person, we sometime's will still try/ give some advice. But sometime's we don't even know which is true & which isn't. It's like we are blinded.
Always feeling so helpless. It's depressing.

well,

"If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears."


it's true when.. at 5:50 PM

They say love is blind.

I feel blinded yet I still see things the way it is.

I don't even know whats right & what's wrong

or

what feels right & wrong anymore.

love. Such a strange thing to experience.

I kinda think I like girls more.

Guys,

They may give pleasure & leisure. But I feel disconnected from them.

What am I feeling..?

Maybe I really am Not suitable for relationships.